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Well, I just don't care about you.

I lie. I do care about other people. However, I am leaning just not to waste the all my effort and time on them.

While watching Fight Club, during the seen where they put a gun to the back of the head of a Asian convenient store clerk, I realized something. Thank god no one had to put a gun to my head to make me pursue my dreams. I always knew I could make it in this world. I have so far and deep down in side, never gave up on life. There were times I thought about ending it all but my inner voice/god always told me NO! "No, you are worth something and will achieve greatness!" Some would tell me right here "Yes, I "HOPE" you do Spirk!" HOPE! MOTHER FUCKING HOPE! Get the hell out of here. You as a person can do anything you set your mind to. Its just depends on how you control you fears, doughts, and how fucken lazy you are as a person.

This year, as my New Year's resolution. I will no longer or try my damest never to say I'm board. If you think about it. When you say our board, isn't there always something to do but you just say "Eh, I don't wanna do that. It doesn't seem like fun!" LIFE IS NOT ALWAYS FUN, ALL THE TIME, PEOPLE! You do what you must and get things done. Therefore, if you apply this to your life, you will never be board.

Thank god for the creative people that have stuck around in my life over the past few years. I would have never discovered my talent in photography or would have never discovered my photography skills until later in life with out the help of my friends. This whole adventure stared when I meet Jessica Carbone. My picture happy friend. Jessica need help one day to take more photo's of her self, for myspace. So, she recruited me to help her. Thus began my obsession to make her look good. Next, Dana Currie came along and wanted to pursue a living in Modeling. Well, being the good friend that I am, I help take photos for her. This action then help me to realize that I might have a great talent for photography and possible can make a good living doing it.

Right now, I know I am on the right path that I am meant to be on. Its all up to me wither I become infamous "that word stolen from my great friend Shannon Hall" or wither I let me dream die. I may evolve and in the future not be a photographer but I know it will help me get to the next thing I am to be doing.

People.... Evolve!.... Never let DRUGS, FRIENDS, FAMILY, YOUR LIFE STORY get in the way of your dreams. You are your only excuse at the end of the day, of where you are, what you are doing or where your not.

I love you all.

- The one.... the only..... S.P.I.R... morther fucken K!